Lovely Inspirations

" Didn't I conquer this last year? Tell me what I missed 'cause I fear That it's coming back up again Must be something I ate Some song, some show, some hate The devil wants to extend the game, free throws And when it ends he wants to make the sequel 'Cause if he has another chance He feels like he can take My joy, my peace, my faith" - Jonathan McReynolds That song literally speaks my life. Lately, I can say that I've been going in cycles. Things I thought I got rid of years ago or conquered have come back up. And I'm just sitting here saying, " This again? Really? ".  Other times, I thought I had really conquered it, but this year, it's a whole different story. I'm ready to break the cycles and be all God has called me to be. You may be going through the same thing. Whether it be cycles of generational curses, depression, lusting , pornography, toxic relationships, financial, spiritual, or pain, they're all c

Hey guys! It's been awhile and I know you're wondering where have I been. To be honest, I've been in this place of complacency. I became comfortable with who and where I was in life. There was no growth, no motivation, no inspiration, no drive to do anything. I began to become distant from God, church, and everyone around me. I was a complete mess yet comfortable. Eventually, I really began to feel the effects of everything. I was heading back into depression, loneliness, sadness, unhappiness, anything you can think of. At that moment, I knew it was time to get up and get myself together. The motivation still wasn't present but I forced myself to do what was necessary. I had to in order to never return to the place of depression/darkness. Starting devotionals, praying, reading my Bible, writing to God, and starting new spiritual/church series on YouTube were my steps into getting back to who I am suppose to be. All of these began to give me the peace, happiness, a